Monday, 9 March 2009
After I discovered that Life is basically made out Love, which by coincidence happens to be exactly nine years ago, I realised that all my fears are illusions. This vision was overwhelming, but I couldn’t hold it. After a few months it slowly began to fade. It became a memory of a truth that cannot be denied, but that has been difficult to live.
I have no doubt that Jack killed himself because of a fear. His suicide lifted me up to a level of life that I don’t often have. I do not even feel guilty that I have this energy or motivation because Jack died. I don’t want to go into the direction that Jack went, the direction of fear. And it is either fear or love, there is no other choice. I want to choose love.
Here is today’s soundtrack: